A confession.

I have a confession to make.

I’m a planner.  I’ve never been good at spontaneous, although sometimes it’s a lot of fun.  But it’s just not “me”.

I think I get it from my mom.  She’s one of the most together, organized and on-top-of-things people I know, and I’m thankful for the qualities she’s instilled in me.  I think planning ahead is good, but flexibility is equally as important.  I’m learning that it’s important to know where to draw the line with planning ahead.  For instance, I can’t map my life out as the pretty little picture I think is best.  First off, it’s not going to go the way I planned it.  And second, even if I could have it my way, there’s a better way… There’s God’s way.

I have great expectations, and while that can be good, my expectations should simply be the faith and belief that God will do great things in my life for His glory.  My expectations should not be my own plans and how I want them to play out.  I’ve tried that time and again and it always ends with disappointment.  My expectations have boundaries, but with God, there are no boundaries.  My focus has been on all the peripheral things and trying to fit them neatly into my life.  If my focus is on Jesus, those peripheral things frustrate me less, they worry me less, and I end up enjoying them more because they don’t make or break me.

I mean, after all, Jesus said, “Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you” (Matthew 6:33).  Does this mean seek Him so that you can get the things that you want? Absolutely not.  We are to seek Him for… HIM!  Jesus is the treasure and the reward.  If we have Him and nothing else, we should not only be content, but full of joy.

May we treasure Jesus today and may we continue to grow in our love for Him, confidently proclaiming that no matter where He leads and no matter what our circumstances, He is good, He is loving, and He is forever worthy of our praise and adoration.

But whatever things were gain to me, those things I have counted as loss for the sake of Christ.  More than that, I count all things to be loss in view of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them but rubbish so that I may gain Christ, and may be found in Him, not having a righteousness of my own derived from the Law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness which comes from God on the basis of faith, that I may know Him and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings, being conformed to His death; in order that I may attain to the resurrection from the dead. Not that I have already obtained it or have already become perfect, but I press on so that I may lay hold of that for which also I was laid hold of by Christ Jesus.  Brethren, I do not regard myself as having laid hold of it yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

Phillipians 3:7-14

note: I always start these posts thinking they’re heading one way and they end up elsewhere… hope you’re bearing with me ;)


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: